Q:I started my blog as a way to vent going through my 'chemo' for Hepatitis C treatment and thought about splitting between that and my narcissistic posts, but it was pointed out that there wasn't really a need, since why should I censor parts of my life. I can post what I want, people don't like that they can unfollow. So maybe you don't have to run two blogs for the sake of other people. Just do it for yourself. Now that I am cured and cleared I just post the self absorbed stuff now!
Oh I’m not doing it for other people, really this is purely selfish of me. I want a new blog, I want a fresh start and somewhere I can feel that I’m represented and thought of how I want to be/how I am. I have a lot of posts on this blog and anyone checking out my blog might go back and see a totally different me and think of me as that person even though I’ve changed, you feel me?
I just need a new space where I can vent or be myself comfortably and not feel like I’m just another blog people follow for not much reason… I have a lot to give and I can’t give it in this space…
Who is Dave and can he help me? :P
Yeah I’m finally out of bed now, considering killing two birds with one stone and starting to improve my cardio for roller Derby by running home, I mean I already stink and I’mma have a shower anyway so I may as well get hella sweaty, ken?
Also when I get home I’m starting a new blog… I’ll still use this one from time to time more than likely but I’m starting to get really really disconnected from it if that even makes sense, like it hardly feels like my blog or something idk.
It’ll prob have more nudity, more veganism, more social justice stuff, more science, less useless crap and a lot more personal shite… Dunno yet if I’m going to tell people the new url, or just start from scratch, though.
I haven’t showered in days and I stink really bad. I need to get food and go home and clean and update my CV (resumé for all you NA’s) but here I am just lying in bed staring at tumblr constantly thinking about how much I need to move but not actually moving… Why is this a thing? Why do humans know what they want to do, know what they NEED to do but somehow still can’t bring themselves to do it?
Like… Going home isn’t a hard thing for me to do, it’ll take me 15 minutes and I can just blare music into my ears the whole way but I’m still making absolutely no effort to do it.
I don’t even know the point of this at all I just felt like writing something I think, probably just for more avoidance of going home lol
Is anyone good at writing CVs/resumes that would be willing to help me out?
i learned that people can easily forget that others are human.
I think it’s really hard for bisexuals because there is the illusion of choice. Because obviously being in a gay relationship isn’t as easy as being in a straight relationship. [x]